Writing Update #4

10:11pm( why do I get sleepy so soon)

Daily Goal : 1667 words

Words written : 1153 words

Total today: 4211words

Days Left: 27 days

Thoughts and feelings. I feel like I need to plan my scenes better and somehow come up with a note taking system to remember what I last wrote instead of reading through everything. It doesn’t make sense but I just want to finish this at this point and get something done. I feel super sleepy and I feel good that I got back into this. I do not think I l planned well enough but it is nice to figure out methods I don’t think might have worked for future purposes.I have an outline for the beginning , middle and end but I do not have enough In -betweens ( plot developing Chapters.)

Good Night to you all!

Writing Update #3

I wish it were an April Fools Joke but I haven’t written for maybe 3 days. I’m too embarrassed to count( or even blog). Not even sure what I been doing. Days just flew by. Anyway the point is I did 566 words this morning , definitely need to keep going, I almost forgot the rhythm of my first few paragraphs. Will get to the Goal (1667) when I get home tonight and get an update in.

Just keep going…Just keep going. Geez it’s already April.

Writing Update

10:14 pm

Daily Goal : 1667 words

Words written : 1284 words

Skipped one day but that’s okay, just keep going

Total today: 3056 words

Days Left: 28 days

Thoughts and feelings.  Not sure why but as soon as I decided to write so many things happened. Was disappointed that I missed a day of writing but I will just add a day to my usual and that will happen if ever I miss a day. Today’s word flow was pretty good but words not sure if they made sense. Shouldn’t they make sense at least on day 2?. Did a bit in the morning and the rest in the night. I want to try splitting up the words in case one day I am too tired in the night. Found myself a little side job helping someone during the day so Won’t be able to go on during the day like I had hoped but still quite fun. Feel energized after  work out. Since I am sleep typing and can barely spell if not for spell check Goodnight!  Have a blessed tomorrow.

She Said She Would, So She Did|| It has begun

10:31 PM 27/03/2016

I didn’t mean to begin writing today but I was afraid that I was taking too long to plan. I didn’t want to be using the I am planning thing as some kind of reason to not start to write. I feel like I just wrote a bunch of crap too but it’s weird. I am surprised I actually reached the word goal. I am hoping I can continue tomorrow. In fact I must but I must also continue to plan. I was tempted to delete a lot during the process but I tried to remember to just keep going, just let it flow. Even though this does not turn into anything. This will always be practice, will only benefit me in the end. At least I hope so.

Day 1 Goal : 1667 words

Words Written: 1772

Feeling:sleepy, but sorta kinda proud,  anxious,  scared

Days Left: 29

She Said She Would, So She Did|| Character Sketches

Ever heard of NaNoWrimo? I have attempted twice and never passed two weeks.  Here I am again though.. because I feel like I have wanted to write for so long that it never stops nagging me. I can never just let this dream die because it’s so strongly embedded into my heart. I am going to try again. Not NaNoWrimo but the concept of it. Their word count is 1667 per day for 30 days. I hesitate to do this because I have failed twice and so near the beginning. I feel like I will be a laughing stock if I post this and stop soon after. Regardless, I want to try again before NaNoWrimo comes . I feel like it’s something I need to do so that I can live knowing I CAN.

I have been “day dream “planning for a few months now about this one idea I had. Yet last night after a call from my mom… I hit the actual written planning immediately. I had just told her that I was getting my period and she said “I think I’m finally done with that now.”

I haven’t seen her since, maybe about 6 years old? I try not to keep count. Now ..she is going through Menopause?  It made me hate time, but more so, hate myself for constantly wasting it. Life has been begging me to improve my skills for years and now it’s so late in the game. I have no income and opportunities are still loading because I am here not doing anything to bring them to me.

Anyway, I am not sure how long planning is supposed to last but I have started and hope to finish during this long Easter Holiday we have here.

This is the template I am using for my character designs , just one I found on Pinterest. My writing experience? I graduated from Pinterest. I did do literature in community college but… hopefully some of that stayed in me somewhere.

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No matter how it turns out, I want to know I can. I want to do what I say I will do. I want to open a door that will  lead me straight to the arms of my mother who I don’t even know what she smells like, or the taste of her cooking.

She said she would, and so she did.

A quote I found wile scrolling endlessly on Instagram.Unamused Face on Google Android 6.0.1